THE
11TH CONTINUUM NEW AEON ENGLISH QABALLA SITE
AN INTRODUCTION TO E. QABALLISTIC PHILOSOPHY
SERVING THE GREATER REALITY
A=1 L=2 W=3 H=4 S=5 D=6 O=7 Z=8 K=9 V=10 G=11 R=12
C=13 N=14 Y=15 J=16 U=17 F=18 Q=19 B=20 M=21 X=22 I=23 T=24 E=25 P=26
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The English Qaballa is an alpha-numerical system based on the enumeration of the
English Alphabet as follows:
A=1 L=2 W=3 H=4 S=5 D=6 O=7 Z=8 K=9 V=10 G=11 R=12 C=13 N=14 Y=15 J=16 U=17 F=18
Q=19 B=20 M=21 X=22 I=23 T=24 E=25 P=26.
The numerical value of a word can easily be calculated so that words and phrases
of the same value can be examined in conjunction with each other. Words of the
same value are resonant of the same archetypal meaning, which itself is
symbolised by the number. These associations of archetypal concepts are called
correspondences. Correspondences are essential for any magical endeavour,
because they allow us to discriminate with precision between one set of ideas
and another. The Western Occult Tradition was based almost exclusively on the
correspondences of the Hebrew Tree of Life until the discovery of the English
Qaballa, which made possible the study of the deeper significance of words and
ideas in the English language.
The principal vocabulary of the English Qaballa is the text of Liber AL vel
Legis, wherein it is predicted: "Thou shalt obtain the order & value of the
English Alphabet; thou shalt find new symbols to attribute them unto."
(AL II:55).
The correspondences of the
English Qaballa work; which is to say, they harmonize easily with traditional
systems such as Astrology, Hebrew Kabbalah, Alchemy, and Rosicrucianism, as well
as modern disciplines such as biochemistry and quantum physics, and evoke fresh
illumination onto old ideas.
These are simple examples. The E.Qaballistic correspondences are all appropriate
in all systems.
We do not exactly need rocket science to figure out how these four archetypes
come to be symbolised by the same number. Mother Nature is ever Virgin, and Time
gives birth to all life yet remains untouchable, and unknowable.
The existence of the English Qaballa means that we may surmise that an unknown
power has overlooked the development of the English language from its earliest
beginnings. This means that the extension of the alphabet to 26 letters did not
happen by accident, that the spellings of words and rules of grammar were not
arrived at by some random process, but that all has happened by design: and this
leads us to a proposition of far greater importance.
A Holy Book, by definition, must reveal the magical structure of the language in
which it is written.
A Holy Book must contain a Mechanism of Creation which demonstrably works on all
levels of existence.
A Holy Book must delineate the meaning of life – your life, as you experience
it.
A Holy Book must have the fundamental answers to the fundamental questions such
as: what are we here for and where are we going and who is really in charge?
2. Reading the
Book of the Law
The other holy texts do not
provide entirely satisfactory answers. The Koran gives us laws to live by, and
so does the Old Testament of the Bible while the New Testament has the reasons
for obeying them; the sacred Hindu and Buddhist texts give us reincarnation and
Nirvana; and a combination of Eastern and Western systems present a reasonable
working hypothesis for the proper conduct of our lives.
But the search is for truth. If
we ask these questions we’ll go round the twist but ultimately we will get
there; after all, we live forever, one can spend many incarnations missing the
point but sooner or later one will enter the royal road that leads to the truth.
When we study these old texts
and act upon them then we may have various mystical experiences, which boil down to
the revelation that God is Love and everything’s all right with the world; but
no answers to the big questions that can be dealt with using the rational mind.
Who or what is it that has
faith, what level of being is it that is asking these questions?
What in all this is
really true?
One’s mind will bubble and
froth until as an atheist one goes mad or as a person of faith one’s mind burns
out, because the only thing one can say is “I live, I change.”
Life is in a continuous state of change, nothing ever remains the same
and nothing really repeats itself.
Indeed Life and Change
are
the big prime movers in the universe, the
means by which the universe exists, the supreme gods and the supreme laws.
English Qaballa provides an
essential tool for discovering the nature of any phenomenon, and the primary
source for working with the E.Q. is the lexicon of Liber AL, the Book of the
Law. When E.Q. is used to examine a particular religion it illuminates the
secret sacred mystery of that religion. It is not an intellectual process that
the student will be embarking on, but a spiritual quest for truth.
The great secret in the Book of
the Law isn’t about silly new gods, because there aren’t any. The Book of the
Law does not command or rule or conjecture, it is as it says it is, the Book of
the Law, the one Law that explains, delineates, and reveals the will of God.
It is the Revelation par excellence, the Law that governs creation
forever; it is the Book of how God did it,
and why; and the current position and destiny of mankind, his temporal and
spiritual evolution that was implicit from the moment he chose to eat the fruit
from the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil until this moment and on into
the infinite future.
I pray that Heaven will give us
the grace to write it down, this secret which is the one truth that reveals all
and heals all, revealed and concealed by numbers. It is found not by looking at
the numbers that present themselves as being the most important and working from
there, but by looking at the realities that are most important to man and
looking at their numerical values and the consequent relationships indicated by
their numbers.
All religions can be found in
AL, and each one produces the same enlightenment as Christianity but from a
different standpoint. Thelemites and Crowleyites and all the rest won’t like it
but it is irrefutable, the Book of the Law supports all religions; although at
first sight, without examination, it appears not to. All religions support the
one truth, like the spokes of a wheel which, without the axle to sustain them,
would have no source, point or meaning.
Any Christian, Moslem, Hindu,
Buddhist, or Jew who is put off by what he perceives to be the meaning of the
words of Liber AL has already missed the point and failed the first test, and he
can run away in righteous horror safe in the knowledge that he has saved himself
from evil heaped upon evil. Alternatively if the text is read with a pure heart,
with discrimination, and with the love of God as the only yardstick, then
through the tests and ordeals of the quest, and through E.Q., a person may reach
the spiritual heights and the knowledge that can only be limited by Destiny. As
it says at the end of the third chapter, the Book of the Law is written and
concealed, which means that one must not use the obvious and literal
interpretation. The bogeymen that are in the text to confound the ignorant and
discourage those who are without discrimination will only serve to emphasise
their ignorance. The people who can see beyond use E.Q. to divine what the text
really means, and will find their faith strengthened in a way that comes from
direct experience rather than hearsay.
Incidentally, the sum total of
the 26 letters of the English Alphabet is 351 and the reward of this number by
the rules of E.Q. working is 153.
CONSCIOUSNESS=153,
and this means that all the factors that consciousness can express are in the
letters of the English Alphabet. Those who adhere to other languages such as
Hebrew or Arabic with 22 letters lack four factors in consciousness that are
available to those who ascribe to the English language.
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2.
INITIAL STUDY OF 68=LIFE=JESUS ACCORDING TO E.Q.
The discovery of the English Qaballa marked a
new epoch in the history of the English language, in which the awakening of its
underlying magical structure is making it possible for us to begin to examine
archetypal concepts without recourse to other languages and traditions.
Christianity in its various forms is open to development by virtue of its
tenets of forgiveness and compassion. This is demonstrated by a comparison of
the influences upon humanity of the countries of North-West Europe and of
South-East Asia over the last two millennia. (In fact the most influential
countries since the time of the Christ have been those which became Protestant
with a reigning monarch of the bloodline of the Son of David at the head of
their religious institution.)
The Book of the Law
delineates the virtues and shortcomings of all the major religions and upholds
Christianity as the best system for the spiritual and social development of
mankind. Moreover, through the correspondences of the English Qaballa it
emancipates women properly into Christian theology and symbolism.
When we refer to Jesus in our various
E.Qaballistic analyses we are not referring to either the historical or
the Biblical Jesus.
There is no
letter J in any of the Biblical languages, Hebrew or Greek or Aramaic; the
Hebrew name starts with a Yod and has an entirely different meaning to that of
the name Jesus which is understood by English speaking people. In fact the first
reference to Jesus in a hieratic text is in the Book of the Law, where
JESUS=68=LIFE is the eternal ever-coming life of us all.
The son of God has always been there: he didn’t
suddenly pop up, but chose to incarnate - maybe, or
maybe not. If E.Q. is right the archetypal Lord Jesus Christ is like the
historical character but purer, and linked to astrology.
We therefore make the
following distinction: that there is Jesus the God of Life and there is Jesus
the historical man who may or may not have existed, and who may or may not have
embodied in any way the afore-mentioned deity.
There is the
eternal Jesus who lives forever; and there is his earthly incarnation, who was
by definition imperfect, subject to the flaws inherent in the human condition,
and whose story has since been altered for socio-political reasons.
He
has a different value and a different emphasis in AL from those of the Hebrew
system; and furthermore a purer idea of the nature of Jesus is to be found in
the Book of the Law than in even the earliest texts. The nature of the English
Jesus is not to be confused with that of the central character of the Gospels.
The former is the God of Life, the latter is based upon the story of a man named
Esau, or Yeheshuah, who may or may not have actually existed.
It does not matter, because the story is
archetypal.
What does matter is that the name Jesus
appears once in a Holy Book written in English. The Hebrew Kabballist’s
experience of the Hebrew names Yeheshuah or Esau, coming from an alphabet of 22
letters, could not possibly be the same as the E.Qaballist’s
experience of the English name Jesus, coming from an alphabet of 26 letters. The
additional four letters in English represent concepts which are simply foreign
to the Semitic mind.
There is no Jesus in the books of the Bible as
there is no
’J’ in Hebrew, Aramaic, or Greek, which are the
original the languages of these early texts.
The first use of the name Jesus in a hieratic
text or Holy Book is in the Book of the Law.
The Jesus of the Book of the Law is Life
itself - LIFE=68=JESUS.
The symbols and archetypes which have survived from millennia of unknown
history such as those concerning the Sacrificed God have done so because they
hold within them unassailable truths about the nature of the universe and of
human physiology.
Using the correspondences of Liber AL and its Qaballa these truths can be
unveiled, for those who have eyes to see. We all
interpret the words of Liber AL according to the limitations of our own
experiences and knowledge but AL is not and has never been meant to be
interpreted. That is for escapists and the delusional. The Book AL has to be
contemplated and experienced: it doesn’t need interpretation because it means
exactly and precisely what it says, and is, The Book of The Law.
In the Book of the Law Jesus is Life. JESUS=68 is the
LIFE=68 that exists in Nuit, Hadit, and Ra Hoor Khuit, and all the rest of the
Company of Heaven.
Jesus therefore is one of the fundamental powers in the
Book of the Law, and therefore of the Universe.
In
AL the only mention of Jesus is in the 3rd chapter.
Any individual brought up in the Christian tradition who reads
AL
III:51, "With my Hawk's head I peck at the eyes of Jesus as he hangs upon
the cross,"
will find the basis of his faith stimulated and re-evaluated. Those who are
appalled by the seemingly blasphemous choice of imagery will stiffen the resolve
of their faith and probably never touch the Book again.
The more initiated will know that the word PECK has the value 73 by E.Q. which
is the value of POWER and SATURN. This means that these three words are resonant
of the same essential concept. In this verse, then, the speaker is somehow
giving an enduring power to Jesus’ eyes as He hangs crucified. The verse is in
the present tense to indicate that this is an eternal phenomenon, not merely an
event in time. This
initially provokes the traditional Christian
idea that he still suffers and will suffer forever. This is the conclusion we
must come to in the absence of E.Q. If we apply E.Q. to the verse it has an
entirely different meaning.
The principle words of the value 68 are Jesus,
Life, and Change; these words are interchangeable, reflecting as they do the
same root meaning. Jesus hanging on the Cross in terms of E.Q. therefore means
that Life and Change are hanging on the cross of matter forever. Jesus is Life,
he is the life in all of us, we are life hanging on the cross of matter;
everything that lives in this world lives on the cross of matter. He is the life
that exists in everything.
“I PECK at the eyes of Jesus.”
PECK = 73 = POWER.
Without opposition to Jesus, he would have never become known. If there is no
opposition to an idea then that idea cannot gain power. All the Hawk-headed gods
are forms of HORUS=45, so why would Horus be the resistance to Jesus?
JESUS=LIFE=68 and HORUS=I AM=45. Jesus is concerned with sustaining and
preserving life: He is the Son of his Virgin Mother with no male intervention,
which means that his nature is essentially feminine. Horus on the other hand is
all positive force. Therefore we may say that Horus is the positive force of
Jesus.
We
may take our analysis a little further.
HORUS = 45 = I AM.
Now, I AM is the absolute Name of God. There
is only one God so who is that God? Is it Horus as I AM or Jesus who is LIFE?
HORUS = 45 = I AM
JESUS = 68 = LIFE
In AL II:6 it is said "I am Life and the giver of life."
I AM=45 and LIFE=68
That apparently means that I AM (or
HORUS) is life, which is to say, Horus is Jesus. This is a bit confusing but we
can discover the essential meaning of the expression ‘I am’ by applying the
E.Qaballistic method known as ‘counting well’ as follows:
(sum of first word) x (number of letters in
second word) +
(sum of second word) x (number of letters in
first word)
(I=23 x 2) + (AM=22 x 1) =
46 + 22 = 68
If we count well I AM it equals 68=JESUS indicating that the essential spirit of
I AM, or the other Name of God, is JESUS=68 or LIFE=68.
We must conclude that the nature of Jesus is
Life and all his teachings must support and enhance all life, and be the Will of
God.
3. E.Qaballistic Correspondences of JESUS=68 CHRIST=81
68=GARMENT, and indeed life
is the garment of Jesus, and life is the PALACE=68 of the Spirit.
Life is SMOOTH=68 and life
is RAPID=68. Change unopposed is smooth; it is only that which opposes change
that makes it rough or difficult.
Life consumes food whether
physical or of the spirit and burns it to continue its evolution, and changes
that food into another form of life, as A FLAME=68. To consume food is to
participate in the process of change, to change one form of life into another.
All life is CHOSEN=68, it is
an effort to remain alive, and we consume and burn food to support the choice to
stay alive.
To be alive is to DINE=68
continuously on food or air or water.
Life is a continuous
ORISON=68. This is the meaning of the candle lit with a prayer; we are the flame
and as long as it burns it is an orison.
JESUS=68 CHRIST=81=TRUTH hence Jesus Christ is Living
Truth. Whether you like it or not Jesus Christ is the chief honcho in the scheme
of things.
The method of "counting
well", derived from AL III:19 by Brother Thoth (O.'.A.'.A.'.,
ret.), is used with two words to discover the quintessence of all the
possibilities that those two words can manifest. The value of JESUS CHRIST
counted well should be significant.
The calculation is carried
out as follows. The E.Q. value of the first word is multiplied by the number of
letters in the second word i.e. JESUS = 68x6 (6 letters in CHRIST) and the E.Q.
value of the second word is multiplied by the number of letters in the first
word i.e. CHRIST = 81x5 (5 letters in JESUS) and the two results are added to
give the value of the two words counted well.
(68x6=408) + (81x5=405) = 813 which is the same value as the value of all the planets and the Sun:
SUN=36
MOON=49
MERCURY=115
VENUS=71
MARS=39
JUPITER=143
SATURN=73
URANUS=66
NEPTUNE=145
PLUTO=76
= 813
and the same value as
ARARITA in Hebrew.
ARARITA means:
One is his beginning (life)
One is his individuality
(now)
His permutation is one
(time)
(And LVX lux is the light of
the Cross.)
The value of JESUS is 68
which is the same value as LIFE and CHANGE.
The value of CHRIST is 81
which is the same value as TRUTH.
Jesus Christ is therefore the Living Truth.
4. Astrological
correspondences of JESUS=68=LIFE
For Jesus to prove he was
the incarnation of the Son of God for all time - the eternal JESUS whose number
68 is also the value of LIFE and of CHANGE - his birth and life and death on
Earth had to follow cosmological principles. The simple fact is that they did,
as we will show.
It is an important principle
of our E. Qaballistic work that nothing in Creation happens in isolation. An
archetypal story or symbol must resonate on all the levels of existence that we
are capable of apprehending. The story of JESUS=68 must therefore be the story
of LIFE=68. The most comprehensive
symbol of human existence is the Zodiac and the activities of the planetary gods
therein.
The course of Jesus’s
life is the course of all life. He lived, worked, was judged, died and after a
time ascended into Heaven: we all do this. We live until we are judged,
typically in the form of a terminal illness caused by the manner of our lives:
in Astrological terms this stage is symbolized by Libra. (It could be said that
as the House of Karmic Adjustment LIBRA=58=ZODIAC contains all the preceding
signs where the development of Karma occurs.) In Scorpio we die, usually in
pain, and after three days (Sagittarius) we enter Heaven in Capricorn.
LIBRA + SCORPIO + SAGITTARIUS + CAPRICORN =
58+93+146+121 = 418
This number appears in AL II:78, "...and the name of thy house 418. "
418 is the House of Life and the Path of
Initiation.
The initiation ritual of the Judgment Hall of
Osiris is a 418 ritual.
418 is his H. I. S. house which is the
Zodiacal quadrant comprising the signs Libra Scorpio Sagittarius Capricorn
(=418).
This is
the 418 cycle, His House.
Libra, Scorpio, Sagittarius
and Capricorn are the signs occupied by the Sun during autumn and winter, when
Nature appears to die. Regeneration begins when the Sun starts its passage
through Capricorn, at the festival for the anniversary of the birth of Christ.
Symbolically this is the same as the Deity taking his seat on his throne,
Capricorn being the Tenth House, the House of the Father of the Zodiac.
The Crucifixion follows the
same cycle, and the date of Easter is calculated according to the full moon
which perforce falls in Libra-Scorpio. The mysterious three days in the Tomb are
the Sagittarius phase.
The course of Jesus’s
life is the course of all life.
He lived, worked, was judged, and died:
and
after a time ascended into Heaven:
all
life does this.
Christianity
in its purest form is a stellar religion which nurtures and sustains its
adherents. All human beings are in the same boat and so it behoves us all to
forgive each other’s trespasses. All the people that one will encounter in a
lifetime are described in one’s natal chart, because they all represent facets
of one’s own existence; the more kindly one can treat these people the more
beneficial will be their representative astrological houses. For example, to
lessen the opposition of the 7th House one must be kind to strangers.
There is no Grace, there is no Guilt,
Love is the Law, do what thou wilt: but remember Love is the Law, and Jesus is
the God of Love.
In the Bible God gives us commandments and Jesus gives
his teaching but nowhere do we find the reason why we should obey the
commandments of God, only that we must obey him or else bad things will happen.
The more we transgress the more terrible will be our
fate, but why?
Why does God care what we do?
Why are the commandments of God underpinned by the
teachings of Jesus?
Jesus
taught that if you took certain courses of action you would enter the
Kingdom of Heaven. When he said this he didn’t mean, as everyone assumes, that
you will enter the Kingdom of Heaven when you’re dead, because we are all
assured to be by his side in Paradise when we die. What Jesus was saying was
that if you take these courses of action you will enter the Kingdom of Heaven
while here on Earth.
What Jesus
was saying was an illustration of the initiated view of the Houses in Astrology.
Jesus taught how to be successful on Earth at the same time as laying up
treasures in Heaven. His message has been clouded over in subsequent centuries
by tragic bean counters.
When Jesus said “love thy neighbour as thyself” and “love thine enemies” he was
reiterating astrological fact, namely that each House of the Zodiac governs many
things at once, and if you have a positive approach to one aspect of a House
then the other aspects of that House will prove beneficial to you. Each House if
treated properly will give of its benefits. Each Astrological House rules
several things, and you can’t affect one without affecting the others.
For instance, to give to the poor with your heart, governed by the 6th
House, would assure your freedom from sickness, also governed by the 6th,
and you would have loyal servants.
For the 5th House – if you are good to your children, you will be a
winner in the lottery of life. To give charitably opens the way of the 5th
House to make you successful in speculations.
“Love thine enemy” indicates work within the 12th House, the house of
the occult, secrets, and enemies. To love your enemies opens the door to making
available occult secrets.
Neighbours belong to the 7th House. If you love your neighbour then
the result, with the 7th also governing all immediate challenges and
problems, would be to make it easier to deal with these difficulties.
Neighbours who are also friends would belong to the 11th House, also
of hopes and wishes. To be “good” to this type of neighbour would make the way
clear for the automatic fulfilment of your hopes and wishes.
Those
familiar with astrological rulerships will be able to fill in the gaps
themselves.
An example
of the workings of Stellar Magickal Art was quite interesting. A couple who
dearly loved each other living together as lovers decided to become engaged.
This changed their relationship from their 5th Houses which were
benefic, to their 7th Houses, which were afflicted. They became
antagonistic to each other and the man became ill with an inflammatory illness
in accordance with her afflicted Mars in the 7th, and she became
depressed in accordance with his Saturn in the 7th. When they
realised the problem they broke off the engagement and returned to their status
as lovers, and activated their Jupiterian 5th Houses. They both
recovered. A Lover is the 5th House which trines the First, whereas
the 7th opposes it.
If you base
your life on this premise, and the above is only a very sketchy outline of the
complexity that is Stellar Christianity, you will experience the consciousness
of the continuity of existence in this world, the next world, eternity, forever
– and you will know God.
JESUS = LIFE = CHANGE = 68 =
LAW INFINITE
The life of Jesus is
imprinted on human life. The general course of his life is how all life proceeds
in nature.
We must get away from the
idea that when God speaks it is just words. When God speaks the whole
architecture of the universe changes in accordance with the nature of His
utterance; and the same is true of His Son the Lord Jesus Christ.
When Jesus was born on earth
the whole nature of reality changed. The Zodiac was completed. The life of Jesus
follows the signs of the Zodiac, and the signs of the Zodiac follow the life of
Jesus, from his birth in Aries to his death and betrayal in Scorpio to his
ascension in Capricorn after the mystery days of Sagittarius.
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3. THE VIRGIN=93 MOTHER=93
of JESUS=LIFE
We have shown that all life is Jesus, according to E.Qaballistic rules, because
JESUS has the same EQ value as LIFE, 68. In our system, Jesus is and always has
been, and will be forever, all life, and His teachings delineate the best way to
sustain and nurture life, because He is
LIFE. This is the Son of God we are talking about, not some poor mortal man.
This is the intimate spark of the divine life that is in everything, the secret
centre of all of us, and the name of it is JESUS=68=LIFE. There may have been a
man of sufficient spiritual purity to manifest sustain certain characteristics
of the deity and live, but his birth into the traditions and laws of the Jews
inevitably influenced his teaching. For instance, the Son of God would never
have suggested that we should “render unto Caesar that which is Caesar’s, and
render unto God that which is God’s” because of course Caesar belongs to God
too. There is only one God. To suggest otherwise is to deny God’s omniscience.
We must now examine the conditions that pertain to our own lives, the particular
life that is human existence on Earth. One of the things we must remember when
working with Liber AL and the English Qaballa is to concern ourselves with what
the fundamental principles are from a human standpoint, rather than with those
rather noisy archetypes jostling for position in the macrocosm and microcosm.
What really matters to us mortals, what are the essentials? -
because whatever they are, they must be the prime movers in creation.
Time is the factor that unites and divides all life whether in the past, the
present, or the future. Time therefore is one of those crucially important
features of life on earth as we know it, and should have an interesting E.
Qaballistic number. The value of TIME by EQ is 93, the same as VIRGIN and
MOTHER. We know that Jesus was born of a Virgin, we know that JESUS is LIFE, and
so it is not too much of a surprise to find that TIME=93 is the VIRGIN=93 and
the MOTHER=93 of JESUS=LIFE, as all life is born in, and of, TIME=93.
Incidentally, NATURE also has this value, 93. We must have a look at this number
before we can begin to approach the mystery that is the Virgin Mother.
The numeric symbol 93 is one of the most significant in the English Qaballa. It
is complex and paradoxical, and so we shall employ astrological symbolism to
link the material plane of human experience with the more abstract concepts of
the archetypal plane. The correspondence from which we will begin our
investigation is that of the Zodiacal sign Scorpio, because SCORPIO=93. An
examination of the way in which Scorpio functions in astrology and in human
physiology will illuminate our understanding of the number 93.
The first place to look is in Horary astrology, dealing as it does with the
day-to-day nitty gritty of human life. In Horary Astrology the part of the
Zodiac between 15° Libra and 15° Scorpio is known as the Via Combustia or
Burning Way, and if the Moon is found here the chart is declared useless or not
radical, and discarded because the future is dangerously unpredictable at this
time. In our experience the time period lasts until the end of Moon in Scorpio,
and can continue to be dodgy through Sagittarius and into Capricorn where the
Moon is in its Fall. However, this can be an interesting period for magickal
working with the E.Q.
During this period when the Moon is in Scorpio nothing can be predicted,
planned, decided, or anticipated. Events go perversely wrong in the most
unpredictable way. When the Moon is in Scorpio, the House of Death, events
appear to ‘die’ unexpectedly, or at least cease to relate to assumptions based
on the past and plans made for the future; but instead remain isolated in a
capsule of non-expressibility. Not only do plans made at this time go
unexpectedly wrong or come to nothing, but it is almost certain that the same
subject will come up again next month, and the pattern will continue according
to anything but the original ideas of the planner. Things that one is really
enthusiastic about at this time will become subjects of indifference or even be
forgotten when the Moon has moved on, and will only reawaken at the next Moon in
Scorpio. On the other hand, if the situation is totally impossible and events
absolutely cannot take a specific direction and everyone involved expects things
to go wrong, during these two days they will go right beyond one's wildest
dreams, or take another totally unexpected direction. SCORPIO=93=TIME is both an
ending and a beginning. Event sequences or stories stop and restart in
SCORPIO=93=ENDING, 93=BEGIN.
SCORPIO=93, then, is the factor which ensures that predictions of the future
will never come to fruition - unless nobody takes any notice at the point of
prediction. As soon as the eyes of the public are upon the would-be forecaster,
Scorpio comes into action and cancels everything. It is the principle that will
inevitably bring about something entirely new and unexpected and in some cases
unsought. It is like a twist or COILING=93 in TIME=93. The future is as no-one expects, or
even dreams.
We repeat and emphasize that while the Moon is in Scorpio, nothing can be
predicted, planned, decided, or anticipated.
SCORPIO=93 is the astrological sign of the Zodiac occupied by the Sun during the
autumn months of October and November. (The attribution of the seasons to the
Sun’s passage through the Zodiacal signs is derived from the agricultural year
as experienced in England, the source of the language of the Book of the Law;
and in western temperate zones generally.) At this time of year the harvest is
gathered, ripe fruit and viable seeds are released by the plants which then
appear to die. SCORPIO=93=NATURE is thus the paradoxical means by which life
proceeds.
In human physiology the 93 phase is represented by the menstrual flux. We will
deal more fully with human sexuality in due course; here it is sufficient to say
that menstruation is the means by which the womb is prepared to conceive and
nurture life, and yet it is a sacrifice of blood. This is shown by EQ where
BLOOD=42 which is the same value as that symbol of sacrifice, the CROSS=42. The date of the festival of Easter is calculated according to the
full moon and this is always in Libra or Scorpio. The Crucifixion is a 93 story,
for how can the Son of God be crucified?
Understanding 93 is the cornerstone of Thelemic Magick.
Remember that in the context of E.Q. the
number is the primary symbol; the words are its attributes.
Our studies have shown that 93 is the factor in the universe that takes the
impossible and makes it happen as a necessity. It also takes the apparently
predictable and obvious and twists it out of shape to a degree which could
sometimes be called perverse. Now that we know what to look for, we can observe
93-style characteristics and processes in other areas of activity
Homeopathic medicine works along the same lines. By employing extreme dilution
it has been found that the less of the ORIGINAL=93 substance present the more
powerful it becomes, the principle being, "It can't work so it must." This is
93. The progress of nature through time works in the same way: the theory of
evolution is patent nonsense which has only survived because it supported
industrial society and nobody can think of a better explanation. When a species
reaches a point in time that it is imperative that it changes in a specific way,
the change is immediate. When a bird needed feathers, it was so impossible that
it got them; this is 93. The complexity that is a feather could not have been
developed through evolution; where did the idea of feathered flight come from in
the first place? Again, humanity is impossible - so here we are! The whole
geometry of the universe is impossible so there it is, all with 93 in its nature
somewhere. It is no coincidence that the Earth is, on average, 93 million miles
from the Sun. If the distance were either greater or less there would be no life
on Earth.
The
phenomenon of the Creation is paradoxical, for how could anything come out of
the Nothing that there must have been before anything existed: except, of
course, by 93; that twist in the COILING=93 of TIME=93. The principles of "It
can't happen so it must", and "It must happen so it can't", are everywhere,
getting things going and making things go wrong.
Creation is reflected down right through all its systems; if this were not
true, if the delineation of the original creation does not echo throughout all
life on Earth then the concept of the creation being used is erroneous.
What is true at the beginning of TIME=93 must be true now: and must
manifest in all forms of universal Law.
According to Liber AL, in the beginning there was nothing, in other words, a
state of perfection; and for there to be something in this nothing, perfection
had to become imperfect. Nothing, (or O, or zero), divided into Nothing and less
than nothing. At this point there cannot be anything which is more than Nothing.
This is the function of 93, the value of DIVIDE and UNITY, two illusions that
make possible manifestation. The two negative principles then united again to
produce Something. This equation works mathematically, where two negative or
minus numbers always give a positive or plus number when multiplied.
The original division of nothing has its resonances in all forms of time and
space.
The primal Nothing or Zero is at the
middle of the 93 section of II:76: LGMOR3YX.
On either side we find M=21 and R=12. These two letters combined form the symbol
of Virgo the VIRGIN=93. It is worth noting here that the values of M and R, 21
and 12, form the date 21/12, the 21st of December. This is the date
on which the Sun enters Capricorn and begins to increase in light once more.
This Midwinter season is also closely associated with the birth of Christ. Thus
we see that 93 is the primordial kink that is responsible for all manifestation,
its action readily identifiable on all levels.
The old
ideas of a chaotic and meaningless universe, and of this world being populated
by life that ascended out of a swamp - suggesting that the greatest entity
produced on this planet is but a random collection of worthless blobs of ex
swamp gunge held together by pointless and meaningless laws - all fly out the
window with E.Q. and the Book of the Law. The VIRGIN=93 MOTHER=93 of JESUS=68
and LIFE=68 is the unpredictable factor that somehow got everything started and
somehow continues to keep everything going; it is infinitely more sophisticated than
mere chaos.
The Creation must be of the nature of the Creator.
The teachings of Jesus are characteristically feminine, which is to say that
they are concerned with nurturing and sustaining life, because he has the nature
of his mother.
The creation myth described in Liber AL
corresponds with the conception of the Son of God. Two negatives (nothing and
less-than-nothing) united to produce a positive universe; two female entities
(the Virgin Mother and the Holy Ghost) united to produce the Son. The importance
of the Virgin becomes obvious. She is Perfect by our definition and can only
unite with another perfection, the Holy Ghost or Venus, to give birth to
CHANGE=68 and LIFE=68 and enable evolutionary development to exist.
In the Greek
system
Qelhma
(Thelema)
adds to 93, a number whose significance in the Book of the Law
cannot be grasped without English Qaballa. The word, which means
‘will’ or ‘purpose’, appears in Liber AL I:39, "The word of the Law is
Qelhma." Here, THE
LAW=59=YONI; it is the Yoni that utters the Word. THE WORD=81=TRUTH, so the
Truth of the Law, or the Truth of Yoni, is 93.
Much has been written
about The Law of Thelema, but AL I:39 says that Thelema is the word of the Law,
not that the Law is Thelema.
The enumeration of this verse reveals the E.Qaballistic
method used to find the Word of any phenomenon. In this instance the concept is
THE LAW=59 and its Word is 93; if we add 34 to THE LAW, 59+34, the total is 93;
therefore by adding 34 to the value of any idea we arrive at the E.Qaballistic
number of its Word. So if we already have the Word of the law, 93, what is
‘the law‘?
93 - 34 = 59 = THE LAW = YONI and WHEEL. The wheel, presumably the Zodiacal
Wheel, is the Law: and 93 is its Word. TIME is the principle 93 together with
the Zodiacal sign Scorpio, the House of Death.
The
signs of the Zodiac have their source in the structure of reality,
as do all
archetypal entities, it is only later that they affect creation. That is why both tropical and
sidereal astrology work, even though the positions in the heavens
have long ago moved on their original
imprint in reality remains as vital as ever and their effects remain evident to
all.
Thelema is the word of the law, it is not
the law. THE LAW=59 + 34 = 93.
The word of a law is its dynamic expression, but it is
not the law.
The dynamic expression of the law of God is the will of
God.
The dynamic expression of the law of man is the will of
man.
The will of man is not the law of man but an expression
of it.
Now in
English the idea of 'will' is all mixed up with desire and ego driven nonsense,
while the Greek word really means personal divine will. There is only one divine
will, the will that leads to the truth, and it is the will of God and it is the
same in every religion.
"Do what thou wilt shall be the whole of the Law" - shall be? When? - when the
personal will is harmonised with the divine will; and it is then and only then
that "Love is the Law, Love under Will".
It isn't a license to screw everything that moves, that's for the poor and the
sad.
THE LAW = 59 = WHEEL, YONI.
The Yoni has its resolution in the bleed, and the
Zodiac has its resolution in Death (Scorpio). We all die, that is the word of
the law THELEMA=93. In the Zodiac she is Scorpio the House of Death. The
MOTHER=93 is the house of death because she is the matrix of life. Everything
has its resolution in death.
ZODIAC=58. This number is the dynamic expression or
Word of God. GOD=24+34=58. This number is also the value of HADIT, the
infinitely tiny particle. Quantum physics has shown that at the sub-atomic level
particles only organize themselves into coherent forms if they are under
observation. This means that at the beginning of TIME=93 there must have been
LIFE=68 there to witness the event. This requires a focal point, and this focal
point is the Eternal NOW=24=GOD. This is the Thelemic Trinity, Life, Time, and
Now, Jesus, the Virgin Mother, and God. This is the inseparable Trinity that
existed before anything existed.
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GOD=24=NOW.
God is Now, the Eternal Now. That is how God can be everywhere and see
everything all the time in this the Universe that is God’s continuous Creation.
To believe in God is to believe in the Now, and it would be absurd to suggest
that the Now cannot really exist.
God expresses himself as Now, this very moment, the ever-extending moment, the
everlasting phenomenon that makes everything possible and is everything that is
in existence, Now. The fact that the modern revelation of the Word of God is in
English gives us a unique access to the significance, meaning, and purpose of
the function of humanity and its relationship with the eternal Now which is God,
that in which we live and love and have our being. The great secret of the New
Aeon is that the Gods have not changed, that is made quite clear in the text of
the Book of the Law "...all is ever as it was."
(AL II:58); but what has changed is the focus and identity of the major aspects
of the Deity.
TIME=93=VIRGIN, MOTHER, and NATURE. In the system indicated by English Qaballa
God is defined as the Eternal
Now, the Mother of God being Time, and their Child the ever coming Life or
Jesus, whose nature is to love God. LOVE GOD=68=JESUS. That life is the seed of
life that is in all of us.
TIME is the mother of everything, everything exists in time. Time explores all
possibilities; it is multidimensional, creating past, present, and future. TIME
is all encompassing and can be thought of as female, and in this case NOW is a
focussed invisible quantum point in time within which life explores itself, and
is male.
Time is the Mother of Life as Now is its Father. Time unfolds and gives birth to
Now continuously but is never touched or affected, it is the virgin mother of
now, as Mary is the Virgin Mother of God: and her child is LIFE. Time is an
absolute truth because nothing can ever change it; in spite of it being the
mother of everything it always remains virgin. Life also is an absolute truth
because although all sentience occurs within it, it is untouched and remains a
pure essence. The focus of time that gives life is NOW. Time, Life, and Now are
all one, they have to be, they are the unity that forms a trinity so that the
universe can exist. There is nothing
else to create anything. Everything must be made from Time Now and Life, it is
these and these alone that create matter, and they are what matter was and is
created from.
Life and Now need Time as a matrix for love: Life and Time need Now as a
focus for love: Time and Now need Life as a means of expression of love.
It is impossible to discern which came into existence first.
The universe was created by the focus of TIME which is NOW - and that
which focuses Now in Time is of course LIFE=68=CHANGE by E.Q.
All things are born from the
virgin mother Time, and her greatest child is Life which is Change. It is the
nature of Time to produce Life. Life is the child of Time and Now.
It is impossible to establish which came first – Now, Life or Time, they are an
interdependent trinity, Father, Son and Holy Ghost, all bound together by Love.
The idea that something that is dead is capable of producing life has been the
mechanistic view of creation since before the time of Darwin. Scientific theory
suggests that sentient life was and can be generated from insentience. Religion
says that that is not the case. Common sense also says that this is impossible,
and those who contend that it is feasible to construct a silk purse from a sow’s
ear haven’t succeeded yet.
We are told that in the beginning there was a big bang, and hey presto, creation
got on the road. This is a bit faulty. The big bang couldn’t have been the
beginning of the universe because there was no time for it all to occur in.
The idea of the big bang comes from the twentieth century’s obsession with big
bangs, in which the nation that could make the biggest bang was the most
powerful; and it didn’t take long for the Lord God to be seen as the biggest
banger of them all in creating the universe. The fact that there was no space or
time for it to occur in, and that there was nobody around to observe the event,
seems to be lost on the purveyors of this political trash. As a man is, so he
sees. It is silly to think that something like a large explosion could create
something with sentience: in fact there can be no concept or phenomenon or
reality that created everything other than Time focussed by Life as Now.
In the beginning there was nothing else,
and it is still the beginning. All the laws of physics and mathematics are the
negotiations of Time, Now, and Life/Change. It is Change that moulds Time into
matter.
Nothing can exist, no universe, nothing, without time. Even in a vacuum time
exists so electrons can pass through. They are particles of Time encapsulated by
the dynamics of change – a law they have self-imposed to express their essential
natures which (as 93) are, were, and always will be, totally inscrutable, for
love’s sake.
The universe was created by the manifestation of focussed time or NOW. The
beginning of the universe was the creation of time and now. Quantum physics has
demonstrated that life is needed to apprehend it all or it couldn’t happen, so
we have to have life as well, right at the beginning. As a man is the focus of a
woman, so Now is the focus of Time.
It is in the nature of Time to create matter and in the nature of Now to bestow
Life.
These statements are beyond science. These are poetic statements, and love is
the language of poetry; and the only conceivable relationship between Time,
Life, and Now, is Love.
Jesus is Life, God is Now, and
the Virgin Mother of all is Time.
It is Life in an amorphous Now that observes the universe; nothing can
exist unless it is observed to be in existence, as quantum physics has shown.
Life makes reality exist, it collapses the all-potential wave in the eternal
Now.
It is Life that defines what is real.
We can never look at Now because as soon as we become aware of it Now has become
the Past. NOW unites the past with the future. The only way of accessing the
eternal NOW is by LIFE partaking of its nature consciously through deep
meditation.
The rest of us can only experience NOW through LIFE, as Jesus said, “no-one
comes to the Father except by me.” GOD=NOW is the eternal Father and JESUS=LIFE
is his Son whose mother is VIRGIN=TIME.
Time is the source, seed, and fruition, of everything. It is the fundamental
particle, it is the matrix of creation. Time cannot ultimately be measured, it
will behave according to circumstances. Time is inscrutable. The sacred texts
say “In the beginning” but none of them mention what that beginning occurred in.
Time is the matrix of the beginning. In the beginning there was NOW and it is
NOW that defines the future, but it all exists in Time. . It is impossible to
delineate which came first, Time, Now, or Life; they must all have manifested at
once as a trinity. Now can’t exist without Time and Life can’t exist without
Now, and neither can exist without something to observe them as stated in
Quantum physics. They are an endless trinity, a new way of realising God. This
has been known by us all unconsciously in that we use a symbol of Now as the
symbol of God, the equal armed cross + or x: we mark things with a cross to
delineate Now, X marks the spot, and also signifies a kiss. The focus of things
in space or time is delineated by a cross of equal arms.
There is nothing else, the source and building blocks of creation are Time,
Now, and Life. The virgin mother of God, Time: God himself, Now: and their
expression, Life. It is ridiculous to assume that life was created by that which
does not live. Only life can produce life.
Life is in the nature of Time and Now. The Mother of Life lives, the Father of
Life lives, and guess what - it is still the beginning: when the first
perfection Time and Now chose to create imperfection in the form of life
everlasting. The universe is a phenomenon of endless beginnings, nothing ever
ends, it just changes.
Time and Now cause change and change is life.
Everything that lives changes and everything that changes lives.
The whole universe must live. It is impossible to create life from dead matter.
This is taught in many guises in many religions.
NOW can never be observed as a singular occurrence, it is always observed as a
number of factors which are coalesced into experience. NOW/GOD is the most
powerful observable fact in Eternity: it is everything in time but not confined
by these or any other phenomena, and it is incomprehensible and unattainable
except by the power of love.
It is love in the world that brings us
into the Now. People who hate think that hate can affect the future but it just
produces physiological and physical discord and ultimately illness and self
destruction, because TIME, LIFE, and NOW all demand Love.
The consequence of satisfying a desire for vengeance is that only the fervour
remains, without focus. The one who hates must love with such a passion to
protect the object of his love that the heat of it burns up all the hatred until
there is nothing left but passion itself and there is only one passion and that
is the Love of God, however it is expressed.
We all live for love, that which we choose to hate we see as impeding that
which we love, it is always love of something that is the primary focus. We all
love in the light of God, in the focus of time that is Now. Without love Now has
no function, Life has no purpose, and Time has no meaning. Love is the
one essential virtue because he who lives in the Now and loves everything, fears
nothing. He simply is, and lives in the ever extending moment that is eternity.
We can only ever give what we are and Jesus offers and gives eternal Life
because he is eternal Life. The Way is Life and the Truth is Life and Life is
Jesus, the Son of God who is God, as Jesus is eternal life.
Jesus must love God, Life must love Now. If we obey the virtues of Jesus
we approach living in the Now and approach God who is love. Love that holds
together time now and life that create the universe and are the universe but can
never be bound by it, they transcend the universe. So we must not be bound by
earthly interests that we may in some measure apprehend the nature of time,
life, and now, transcended as the glory of God.
If we want to live in the Now that is one with God, all we have to do is love
God who is Now. For life to be perfect it must love God or exist in the now,
without the pain of the past or anticipation of the future. We must love God to
know the essence of life.
Time unites and divides everything in the Now: Life consumes the Now, excretes
the past, and anticipates the future. All psychological problems stem from a
fear of the past and/or apprehension about the future. The more afraid of the
past or the future we become the more elaborate are the schemes we construct to
avoid their effects. If we love Now and are perfectly at ease in the Now then
dis-ease cannot exist.
Jesus Christ is the love of God incarnate; and the love of God is to live in the
Now by forgiving the past and trusting the Now-God to be merciful in the future
by giving us peace and happiness and good health, all attainable by obeying
God’s laws, the laws of Now. That the Eternal Now is God is clearly indicated by
what God says he requires of us all; and by the analysis and synthesis of these
words it is possible to find out what factor most clearly approaches that
central nature of the divine eternal one. That factor is the eternal Now.
Everything God asks of us keeps us in the Now and inhibits our looking into the
past or anticipating the future, and says that faith in him is the appropriate
way to live our lives, faith in the eternal Now within which we all exist,
within which all life exists. Now is God, it reveals everything, controls
everything, manifests everything. In the beginning there was Now, the first
factor to be observed, from which we can observe everything.
Christianity does its best to make the past agreeable and the future secure by
dealing with the Now, indeed all Christian virtues support Life because Jesus is
Life itself, and Jesus teaches us to love Now/God so that the Now will reveal
all its possibilities. Within Now are the past and the future and all
possibility. What factor holds Time Now and Life together? -
the answer to that is Love.
Those who love God love life by virtue of the fact that they live in the Now and
are not weakening themselves by regretting the past or anticipating the future.
The future can be changed by ritual in the Now. In this sense a ritual is a
discussion or negation. We can only change Now: we can’t change the future but
when we change Now, in the Now, then the future is more likely to change
according to our will, instead of making promises for the future never to be
fulfilled.
For things to succeed they must be planned and executed in the Now, unbroken and
confined to the spirit of Now which is God. To access the Now, for it to change
in conformity with our will and desire we must pray to Jesus the Lord of Life
and Change, who is the only entity that can act on our behalf with God/Now.
Jesus is Life, God is Now, and
the Virgin Mother of all is Time.
If we love the Eternal Now and therefore focus on it: and through the essence of
our life love Now and pray to the essence of our lives to change the Now in
accordance with our petition, the degree to which we are successful depends upon
how much we love God. That’s how and why the saints could perform miracles. The
more we can focus our love on the love of God the more events will change in
conformity with our desires provided that the destiny of our desire is love,
devoid of personal interest.
The story of Jesus has been sold to us as a morality tale but the simple truth
is that it illustrates the course of human life: we are born, live our lives,
and die in pain, to be reborn in Heaven. It is said that Jesus died for our
sins, but Jesus is Life and therefore cannot die. SIN=42=CROSS, STAR, KISS, and
BLOOD, so the idea of Sin according to Christianity is somewhat flawed.
A sin is anything that prevents us from
living in the Now. For example, we must not covet wealth because to do so
is to fear the future, likewise we should not steal because that is to mistrust
Now/God. We must forgive so that we can be focussed in the present, rather than
harbouring grievances which keep us in the past. To live in the past is the same
as having constipation, bad for both the psychological organism and the physical
organism, and leads to illness.
Forgiveness preserves Life. Faith, Hope, and Charity support Life. Compassion
sustains Life.
We must have faith so that the past does
not come and haunt the present and so that we have what it takes to deal with
the future.
Life is without stain or fault, it is the child of God and will express itself
in change. Whether that change is good or bad is defined by the fashion of the
time and the needs of humanity. The truth is, ultimately nothing is good or bad,
because evil always resolves itself in good and good is always corroded by evil,
it is the way that life and change express themselves in the eternal ever
unfolding Now.
In all the world’s religions only Christianity has the incarnation of the
Supreme God. In the old pre-Christian days the gods represented natural
phenomena. Each planet had a god or goddess attributed to it, and each governed
a different aspect of life. Then it all changed with Christianity. In
Christianity Jesus is the Son of God with a Virgin Mother united by the Holy
spirit. There is no mention of astronomical attributions or anything else, and
yet Christians took many parts of the world by storm and saw the rapid decay of
the pagan temples and the gods that went with them. There had been a tradition
earlier that the son of the one god would incarnate. The point of weighing
against a feather in the Judgement Hall of Osiris, was that they were looking
for the supreme divinity, and he would be of such spiritual purity that he
wouldn’t weigh anything, witness the Lord Jesus walking on water. This is the
Egyptian supreme God, he that is pure unstained life itself. The very essence of
life ever virgin: this is Jesus. When Jesus walked on water he was proclaiming
his purity because only the absolutely pure can walk on water.
Christians have a unique access to the creator via His son Jesus. No other
approach to God has the sophistication of this access. We pray to Jesus to
intercede on our behalf with God and it works; it always has worked, that’s why
Christians persist. They may not necessarily go to church, because Christians
know instinctively that the whole world is and must be the church of God, it is
all God’s creation and God is Now as the mother of Now is Time and their
offspring is Life.
The fact is that Now has consciousness: that Now is consciousness, and moreover
that Now can change its focus and direction in a life by prayer to the essence
of Life, known to Christians as Jesus. Time, Life, and Now are all sentient
entities, but as Jesus said, no-one can get to the Father except through him. We
can’t influence Now except by prayer to the essence that is Life and Jesus.
Jesus is easily accessed by prayer and invocation. Never mind all the lesser
gods, Sephiroth one to ten or eleven, they simply are, they don’t change - they
can’t change: they simply illustrate and uphold the law of creation.
When we pray to Jesus CHRIST (=81=TRUTH) we are praying to something we are
familiar with, the living truth and essence of our own lives, because Jesus is a
direct manifestation of the love of God. Life is a function of Now as Now is a
function of life, all existent in the matrix of time. This is why Jesus had to
have a virgin mother - to represent time. Jesus is life, God is now, time is the
mother of now and life. Space the matrix of matter is undifferentiated time or
multidimensional time.
If one tries praying to, or invoking the Spirit (=113=I AM JESUS as LIFE itself)
the secret sacred essence that is life, one will find that it produces results.
One can communicate with God directly as the source and essence of LIFE.
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The ideas outlined above are a new interpretation of the symbolism of our Lord
Jesus Christ which set free the Christian religion from its political bindings.
They are a unified field theory embracing macrocosm and microcosm, religion and
magick, art and science. They are accessible to anyone who can read English, and
they have the power to initiate those who are worthy to whatever degree the
individual may be capable of attaining. These ideas are irrefutably held
together by numbers, and they provide and maintain a coherent and harmonious
philosophy.
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