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GODDESS#2

In the beginning was a Goddess alone, she was bored so she created an image of herself for company they were lonely so they became one again. Their unity created a third entity that was a result of the dream of their union, that entity was man. He is an expression of all the desire and loneliness of the Goddess that is why man eternally seeks her through his desire for woman. Man eternally seeks to unite with woman because she is the expression of the power of the union of the Goddess with her image. The power of the Goddess in man always seeks to subjugate woman because unconsciously he knows that although he comes from her, he is superior to her because she needed him in the first place. If woman had been a superior to man there would have been no need to create the universe. It is the Goddess’s loneliness and boredom that created man. Man rids woman of both these factors and in doing so demonstrates his superiority.

The serpent in the Garden of Eden is the inadequacy of Eve, she was first before man or God. In Al ‘‘I am divided for love’s sake’’. LOVE = 2:7:10:25 She is divided by passion 2=Leo. The emptiness of the Goddess O. The ten spheres and the 25 letters of the English alphabet the 26th is O that is herself. LOVE = 44 = HH is the union of two women who are divided themselves. H H 1=ONE=WOMAN. The letter H is at once united and divided. This love is woman for woman. Although man has greater power by virtue of the need of the Goddess for him. He is simply an expression of herself so she created him and he can never be more than her.

LOVE=44 = 4x4=16 = J. This love has its ultimate expression in J. In Hebrew J is Yod, the secret seed symbol of maleness. The - of the H crowns J. The division rules. J is an erect serpent holding the division aloft so that it ever seeks union because it exemplifies division as a serpent holding aloft the bar of that division. SERPENT=131=UNIVERSE. The universe is an expression of the division of the Goddess for love’s sake expressed in the letter J symbol of love. J=16 = woman1 Law6. J is the law of woman or the law of the Goddess woman. The Serpent holding aloft the means of her division is the means by which she reunites with herself, the self that is hidden in man. Man ideally shows the hidden self of woman to her and aids her to reunite with herself so that she becomes free of him. She transcends man and returns to an earlier memory of the Goddess face to face, from this vision she is enabled to embrace her vulnerability as a Goddess and thus regain her birthright as creatrix of the universe and man. She knows that it is the duty and privilege of every man to love and venerate her.

Woman is the Goddess on Earth, man is her expression. When man and woman unite they create perfection. This perfection is orgasm. The man expels her dream back into her so that she as woman divides again and produces a child. The woman aspect of division for love’s sake must when reunited with what she has created must herself divide for love’s sake. She is again alone with the quintessence of her dream, male seed. Man is but a woman with an idea, and that idea is symbolised by the Phallus and actualised by his semen. When he loves the idea of himself, his semen to a woman then for a moment he becomes female, this is confused with post-coital depression. He has lost his maleness by ejaculation and is temporarily female. Two women with one possessing the life of the other.

LOVE=44 = 4+4 = 8. The number 8 in the Book of the Law is equivalent to nothing. ‘‘Nothing is a secret key of this Law....I call it 8, 80, 418.’’ Therefore if 8=0 or nothing, the source of love is nothing. It is the source of love rather than its expression because it is the smaller number. The larger the number the more detailed the expression of the number, the smaller the number the nearer the source of creation it is. LOVE=44 = 4+4 = 8; 8=0 NOTHING = 97 PISCES and RA HOOR KHUT. The source of love is the sexuality of the Goddess )-( Ra Hoor Khut. In the sense that Nothing is nothing it has within it everything in potential. Thus Pisces=Nothing is the sign of the Zodiac that can be whatever it wants to be. The Piscean can take on any character he or she chooses, this is why they make such good actors mimes and clairvoyants. Pisces rules the feet, i.e. they will take you wherever you want to go to be whatever you want to be. As has been shown earlier it is this Nothing that is at the beginning of creation. NOTHING=97 = 9+7 =16J has as its root the same power that love is ultimately LOVE=44 = 4x4 = 16J.

LOVE 44 (4x4) will ultimately become NOTHING or 16 the law6 of woman1 or woman’s1 law6. 16 = 7 = O. The word Abrahadabra ‘‘The reward (=59=Yoni) of Ra Hoor Khut’’ is RA HOOR KHUT from this universe’s point of view. RA HOOR KHUT=97 ABRAHADABRA=79 97+79=176. The numbers 1 and 6 appear again here but divided by the number 7 = O. Therefore Ra Hoor Khut + her reward Abrahadabra are the law of the Goddess divided by 7=O or the Goddess not extended. 176 is Hawk’s Law. HAWK=17 6=LAW. The Hawk symbolises by its nature woman possessed by the Goddess. Chapter 3 of Al illustrates the nature of Goddess possessed woman The Hawk headed God? Ra Hoor Khut.

Incidentally we have already shown that man is a woman with an idea, similarly a God is nothing more than a Goddess with a mission or a message. Goddesses are concerned with being Gods are concerned with doing. It is what a Goddess is that matters not what she does. A beautiful woman can literally get away with murder if her charms appeal to her judges but no matter how attractive a man is he would still swing and his charms would be held against him. This state of affairs is a reflection of the essential natures of the Deities that man and woman represent. Thus Ra Hoor Khuit has a feminine name, the IT on the end of the name feminises it but its nature is masculine for those who cannot see through to the sex of the Hawk that he represents. He is the Hawk headed God yes but the head is female i.e. the brain of Horus is female HAWK=17 unity1 of the Goddess7 even though the body may be masculine. This is the importance and significance of a Hawk headed God. The nature of the head gives the nature of his activity. The male may fertilise the female but it is her female soul that is the drive toward that creation although the act is performed by a male, his maleness is an illusion created by the Goddess for love’s sake yet another mask of love of woman for woman is the love of man for woman.

The unreality of man is the reason for the endless need that man has to support his ego. He knows he doesn’t exist that he is insecure so he spends his poor little life proving by all sorts of diverse means that he really does exist - honest. Endless wars endless chaos because the Goddess thinks it’s fun. There is no grace there is no guilt, love is the law - do what thou wilt. THE SNAKE=107. The all-female symbol that is the Goddess in the Solar System Sun+Venus. Pentagram of Man male in body female in power symbolised by the snake headed clitoris. SERPENT=131=UNIVERSE. The snake is phallic in shape concealing the true power of the Sun and Venus - the sustaining nurturing and supremely destructive power of woman. The power to create children and the desire to destroy man to create a god.

This is why woman always tests man to destruction, she is not interested in Man, she wants to create a God. SHE=34=LEO=ABRA=TWO and have a child by that god preferably killing the mortal man in the process, this is the woman (TOTALLY) Justified. ‘‘For I am Perfect=143=Jupiter being NOT and my number is nine by the fools but with the just I am eight and one in eight’’. Jupiter is the power of the Goddess, he has no identity of himself but dispenses the goodies of the Goddess. ‘I am eight’ infinity ‘and one’ =woman ‘in eight’ - the infinite woman is the body of Jupiter. Al resumes this theme with ‘‘The Perfect(=Jupiter) and the Perfect are one(=woman) Perfect’’. Jupiter is the perfect woman in body but her power is male, hence the dual symbol of the Moon ) and the cross + JUPITER = 143 the woman of the cross and the trinity, remember that man represents the triune law 36 and woman the quaternary law 46. These basic concepts are combined to give the perfect woman of Jupiter, seen below as a beneficent King and from above the all-giving Goddess.